& because vanity is virtue /

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

our calender, with love.

HAHAHA!

life's a big joke!

{/12:45 PM} Y

Sunday, May 28, 2006

our calender, with love.

there's actually a whole lot of stuffs i wanna update on but it seems like i'm not going to do so. (: pretty lazy and in fact, i do wanna blog but whenever i started typing something, i'll backspace everything. i just cant figure out what i wanna say. my feelings are just simply in a mess that i don't know how i should put it. oh wells! shall update on recent events! :D

watched da vinci with zhenhui. i enjoyed the movie thou he didn't! you know why? cause i didn't read the book! reached home around evening time and weisiong called. headed to town to meet the guys to celebrate lianhong's belated birthday. i was really feeling lethargic but yeah, in the end i still went. lianhong has work so waited for him till 11. i didnt get to see him in the end! you could say my trip there was sort of wasted cause i just wanna celebrate for him. but nvms! i wanna be a good girl reaching home before midnight. cinderellaaaaa! ((:

i feel kinda stressed out! ytd was gp mid year exam. i wasn't troubled over the paper. instead i was troubling over the PERSONAL assignments ms kat assigned me to do. -FAINTS. yeah it's only meant for me, meant for marilyn; one and only! i was expected to RE-DO every single drq since the start of the year. oh great! i understand her rationale for doing so as ive been performing very badly, and i really mean badly. i need to overcome this fear in me of doing drq questions. ahh shucks! i really feel like giving up. i cant cling on to it anymore! GSS is finally here! same goes for the WORLD CUP! you can just shop till you drop! aaah! i just killed 1000000000 brain cells of mine thinking of unnecessary stuffs! oh god.

would you save me if i fall?

REPLIES :D
Shir; thanks girl! see ya in school soon! ((:
zhao; its cancelled! yi and i was hoping its not cancelled! ): make it second week? soonsoon okays? :D
weisheng; i love some insects, not all! =P

{/1:42 PM} Y

Sunday, May 21, 2006

our calender, with love.

dance training at 9! apparently we didnt reach on time. expected (: so was reading newspapers while waiting and something caught my eye!

POWER PLAY: RAFFLES JC's Justin Lee strikes hard during the A Division Boys' softball game against Victoria JC. RJC finished 21-1 winners.

OHMIEGAWD! ITS JUSTIN ITS JUSTIN! there's even a picture of him during the match (: yingjie came and i started stealing the newspaper article from school :x

alrights, dance training aint as fun as the previous one though. well at least, i re-learnt my dance steps cause i forgotten about it. oh yeah! there's a bee buzzing near my face this morning! aaah! WHYWHYWHY! its like consecutive three days insects trying to get near me. GRRRR. ): training ended at around 12. three of us just chatted and took many many pictures! hah those sc people are staring at us =| till around one plus then we left the school. yingjie went town with me while mich went for her dating. pspsps! :x but shopping with yingjie was great! hahaha! dined at ramen tea restaurant for lunch. (: headed for shopping later. yingjie bought a yellow cardigan while i bought the green one! i even bought a pair of shorts, followed by a white top at MNG. :D we had gelato tooo!!! i've been eating ice-cream everyday. URGH. THATS BAD! my tummmyyyyyy )))): im super broke already! i spent about 100bucks today! =| but its so nice okay, its been quite some time since i last went shopping spree! happy lil girl! HEHEHEES :P

we had lots of fun today! hah cause we did things that we didnt think of doing. for convenience, or probably, laziness, we walked in delifrance just to get the shortcut to the escalator. we ate our gelato ice-cream at another ice-cream place. what's more, we ate the ice-cream in a department store! hahaha. usually it would be 'NO FOOD AND DRINKS' but we did that cause we didnt see any signs there. to our surprise, we saw a man eating ice-cream too! mUahahaha! hMmm.. till 7plus. went to meet my family at je. i had no money in my ez-link card already so i needed a ride from my dad home. hEex. mommy was shocked to see my shopping bags and daddy was speechless. aaah im tired! and guess what! the mosquito just dont let me off even when im walking at underpass!

GRRRRRRR!

REPLIES :D
Uncle; i donnoo! i dont understand why the insects love me so much! GRRR. but i dont love them ):
huili; thats bad thats bad! but lizards help to eat mosquitoes! ;x
germs; yEa it reminds me of you! HAHAHAA.

{/2:40 PM} Y

Saturday, May 20, 2006

our calender, with love.

just as i was working on my assignments, something flew onto my table. i took a closer look at it and...
"AAAHHH MEIMEI! THERE'S AN INSECT ON MY TABLE! QUICK BRING THE NET!"

=| i left everything to my lil sis. she just loves insects and for me, i just hid myself at a corner.

sis: eh.. it looks like a dengue mosquito!
me: HUH REALLY?
sis: maybe not.. but it looks super cute!
me: you better dont keep it. you should know an insect will produce thousands of babies.

AAAAHH. why insects love me so much? about the same incident happened yesterday too. ah yes jun, im blogging on this. GRRR.

yanfen, layjun and i bought ice-cream since its such a hot scorching weather. i ate the ice-cream like a lil happy girl and just when i was going to have a scoop of it, i heard a buzzing sound. i blinked my eyes, and i realised ITS A BEE ITS A BEE! i screamed and ran like a lil girl but the bee just didnt let me off! ): GRRRR. the bee kept following me. in the end, the three of us just tried to run away from the bee.

URGH.

they laughed at the way im reacting to it. aaah! ): maybe im just too honey. aah go away go away! =/

i'm on screensaver mode for the past 2 weeks. yes, i've been neglecting my work. but, i'm not giving my best yet. i will be back very soon! yes, i will! (:

hMmm.. something happened to our school. yeah i guess most people know about it already. it's something about non-commitment contract. i seriously feel for the teacher. he's really good, and i mean, really good! the article which the reporter wrote was really fair. i was even told that fortunately its not another reporter who interviewed the principal else he would eventually write anything he thinks of. aah anyways, just wanna tell this teacher of mine, don't give up! we need you still! JIAYOU! SMILESMILE!

:D :D :D

THREE CHEERS FOR PJC RUGBY TEAM!
for winning champion plates!

REPLIES/NOTE
gs; miss miss you! (:
zH; yes coach. hAahh needs celebration for your promotion? :P

{/12:23 PM} Y

Thursday, May 18, 2006

our calender, with love.

Men's Rules (that women should know)
1. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!
2. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.
3. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
4. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.
5. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys.
6. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.
7. Let us ogle. We are going to look anyway; it's genetic.
8. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
9. The relationship is never going to be like it was the first two months we were going out. Get over it. And quit whining to your girlfriends.
10. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.
11. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.
12. We are not mind readers and we never will be. Our lack of mind-reading ability is not proof of how little we care about you.
13. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
14. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as soccer, the shotgun formation, or monster trucks.
15. Men use restrooms for biological reasons. Women use them as social lounges. Men in restrooms will never speak a word to each other. Women who've never met will leave a restroom giggling together like old friends. And never in the history of the world has a man excused himself by saying, "Hey, Tom, I was just about to take a leak. Do you want to join me?

extracted from dx

{/10:22 AM} Y

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

our calender, with love.

i'm trying to hit gold for napfa! it all depends on my standing broad jump. ): but at least, i managed to hit a silver finally! thanks to my two coaches, xm and zh, asking me to do tuck jumps. maybe because of that, i gained a distance of 10cm? aaah i just can't give up. i'll hit gold! i will! :D

{/1:21 PM} Y

Thursday, May 11, 2006

our calender, with love.

"will you wish to have a population of 8m people in singapore?"
"yes! especially for ladies! you have better quality choices!"
"imagine someone married to someone else and someone again..."
"THAT'S INCEST!"

{/1:21 PM} Y

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

our calender, with love.

aah im speechless! i know i dont seem to blog as much as i do. i guess my week has been really.. emotional? im lost, im feeling lost. sometimes i ever wonder if one day, i woke up and this world seem to be a totally new, a place where i've never ever seen before. or simply just, a girl who has lost her memory. im losing grip. i fall, but i stand up again and again. i just get really tired of all these.. lil things start to affect me a lot. maybe the world has changed, or maybe its just me. if only i could turn back time.. tired of washing my face with tears. tired of the irritating eye lids i got from it.. tired of the way i look at myself. sometimes ill just think.. perhaps its just the way i handle things. aaaah pardon me! i just feel like.. ranting. yeah i got no motivation to study, neither do i have the concentration. havent been myself.. i dont know why. my mind is in a total blank! so numbed so numbed.. i just cant think of anything anymore. my mind is totally preoccupied.. its just blanks. whatts wrong with me. its not what i want it to be.

i've let go.. you.

{/12:02 PM} Y

Sunday, May 07, 2006

our calender, with love.

just came back from wedding dinner. didnt want to go initially but dad wanted me to. no choice no choice. =/ the hotel looked like some super ulu hotel. the restaurant was quite small though. hmm. after for about 2 years, i started drinking wine again! its not as good as those i like.. uncle said its some super cheap ones which i guessed so too. tasted very sour! my aunts were so cute pls. they said,' woahh xiaowen you know how to drink wine ar! how can we lose to you right! waitress! give us that too!' but yeah, i think my house red wine better than that ;x

we put martell into sharkfin! the shark fin soup seemed to have no shark fins in it at all. patheticcc. ;\

ohh. and this cute waiter, whom my sis said he looked like a korean. but he's from china. he added 7up into a cup of mandarin orange drink! GOSH! we almost fainted! =| [the cup on the right was the one]

besides, this waiter of ours actually did not give us any service. for instance, he placed this stack of plates onto our table and left. (?!!!!!) he expected us to self-service. my aunts and uncles went on with a big big SIGH!

after our yam dessert, some of the people left. we saw the waiters and waitresses started clearing the table. we were shocked to learn that they actually cleared the table even when you are still sitting down there? that happened to our table! is that really called, a service? one of the waitress even scolded my lil cousin! WHATS THIS?! uncle made a joke out of it. he said thats the new singaporean style! oohh yah.. DOTS!

i seemed to be complaining. but yeah, i think service is really important. i love being in service line! that's my future career? hEh.. but of course, someone brightens up my day! lil ryan was there! :DD he's super cute pls. im his aunt. oh my! im getting old.. ):

REPLIES/NOTE
germs; yeaa but im alrights! glad to see you again that day! (:
zhao; yea! ): i lost the nootka hp strap u gave me! cos it was attached to my hp which i lost it. i was really sad because of this! it just holds too much of a significance to me. )):
Mel; thanks girl! so good to have you arnd in sch! (:
zh; you ps dododo! HMPFS!
xm; big heart THANKS! lovelove. :D

{/3:24 PM} Y

Saturday, May 06, 2006

our calender, with love.

have you ever tried listening to me for just once?

{/1:33 PM} Y

Thursday, May 04, 2006

our calender, with love.

i lost my phone!

)):

REPLIES :D
gs; xie xie ni! im sorry that i've been neglecting you! ):
zg; :D i miss you!
weisheng; hey thanks! you guys did a lot! :D
germs; dont you always see a smiling face girl like me? :P
yj; im gonna see yours! love ya! *kiss*

{/12:47 PM} Y

Monday, May 01, 2006

our calender, with love.

thanks for not probing into it. i guess you know how pretty much im feeling so you didnt really ask why and you just continue to joke with me. you know who you are. xie xie ni. (:

it aint alright.

{/4:02 PM} Y